So, since the last installment of Journaling, not much I really want to discuss has happened, but considering that I actually cried a bit at work yesterday I feel like I need to get something out before I just end up snapping and having an Episode. In fact I just decided to stay home and turn off my phone today, because every time I go outside it ( Read more... )

You know what I'm getting really fucking sick of, Internet ( Read more... )

I think I'm just going to be constantly worried about things for a while. For one thing, my company says they want me there no later than August 17...that's a little more than a month away. I'm worried about my visa paperwork getting done on time, I'm worried about forgetting something horribly important despite having lists all over the place. I ( Read more... )

1. Stop Stressing the Fuck Out. Seriously. You need to sleep, you need to relax, and these itchy rashes are really no fun. You know you can't do anything right now anyway. Relax. It's okay.

2. When settled in new locale with proper money, begin consoling yourself by buying an army of tiny and adorable Iron Men. Alternatively, tell friends that ( Read more... )

Something's wrong, and I don't know what it is.
I feel a bit like I'm slowly being driven crazy (my eye still hasn't stopped twitching); I simply could not sleep last night, either ( Read more... )

I was having such a good day, I really was; the sun was out, the flowers are blooming, it was a lovely day. I went to work, did what I could do, and left.

As I was eating dinner, my father comes home, takes one look at me, and says

What the FUCK are you doing back home?!I wasn't in the mood to get in a fight with him, because I'm not stupid or ( Read more... )

One of my co-workers said it best--lately at the office has been like spending an entire day walking in place. You think you've gotten somewhere, that you've worked your ass off so that the workload is back down to a reasonable level, only to realize that it's either as bad or worse than it was when you started by the end of the day ( Read more... )

I'm quite literally running on no sleep; yay for all-nighters, I guess ( Read more... )